THE PARADOXICAL AND DISSONANT THINKING OF MORGUE OFFICIAL

First of all, let’s agree with Isaac Butterfield: “WHY I HATE GEN Z”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7tdbNzB5W4

Gen Z is the DEATH of the human race. They are Nietzsche’s LAST MEN birthed into the world. They are the sort of cretins that believe that Neogenianism – a sick, degenerate cult – makes sense.

These people are the worst of all possible worlds: arrogant, entitled, and permanent victims. Like the insane Corey Rebhahn (MorgueOfficial), they are totally committed to absolute self-expression, and fuck everyone else. In other words, they are all malignant narcissists and psychopaths, just like Rebhahn.

Onwards!

Sam Vaknin said,

“The narcissist administers paradoxical thinking to himself in a way that enshrines it, fixates it, makes it a feature of his mind, thereby becoming or transitioning from paradoxical thinking to dissonant thinking. Paradoxical thinking induces insight, change. When the narcissist converts paradoxical thinking into dissonant thinking, he’s saying, ‘there’s no paradox here … my sense is the common sense. … what appears to be mutually exclusive is not.’ Dissonant thinking does NOT lead to insight, does not lead to change … on the very contrary. Dissonant thinking PRESERVES the dissonance. It legitimizes, it normalizes, the dissonance. And then the narcissist becomes an inverted human. In the narcissist’s mind, DISSONANCE is normal. [He says to the normal,] ‘YOU are not normal. YOU are abnormal. You’re mentally ill because you DON’T have dissonance. Your thinking is linear, is one-dimensional.’ The narcissist’s thinking [by contrast] is synoptic, panoramic, kaleidoscopic, it entertains all the possibilities. It’s godlike. God is able to entertain paradoxes and dissonances. Because God incorporates everything, includes everything, there is never a contradiction inside the divine mind. So, same with the narcissist because his mind is infinite and definitely divine. There is no possibility for contradiction or mutual exclusion in the narcissist’s mind. Because he regards this as a superior mode of thinking. He regards you as inferior and somehow defective because you cannot entertain paradoxes and dissonances. Paradox terrifies you. Dissonance causes anxiety in you. You want to resolve it at all costs.”

This is EXACTLY how Rebhahn “thinks”. And it’s also how Gen Z thinks – it’s the thinking of totally infantilized people. These nutjobs can justify ANYTHING to themselves because they have diseased minds that are not troubled by DISSONANCE. If you are not bothered by dissonance, it means you can have no relationship with the truth and will spend your whole life lying – to yourself and others, exactly as Rebhahn does.

Vaknin said,

“The narcissist said, ‘People are criticizing me for my actions. I’m going to double down. People disagree with me? I’m going to defend my views. People say I contradict myself. I’m going to continue to contradict myself. I’m defiant, I’m in your face, I’m going to do it even more’ – thereby generating a sense of omnipotence. The narcissist is grandiose because his mind is not like yours. It is capable, he imagines, of containing the totality of existence, all possibilities, all views, and all beliefs and all attitudes and all dreams and all fantasies and all wishes and all fears and everything. Never mind if they are incompatible.”

And is this not Rebhahn’s “Absolute”, “One and Many”, “Identity exploring Difference”? Rebhahn, a total clown with no education and no qualifications, literally imagines that he IS God – is all there is – and everyone else is just an aspect of him. The infinite dissonance of such a claim is just – IGNORED. Instead, Rebhahn preaches this message of infinite dissonance (what he calls “diversity”) on every deadstream.

Vaknin said,

“The narcissist’s greatest fear is mortification. To be humiliated and shamed and exposed in public. To come face to face with his TRUE SELF, dilapidated and dysfunctional as it is. To realize, to be forced to realize, his limitations, his shortcomings and innate inferiority, thereby triggering his life-threatening shame and depression, the reservoir of helplessness and rage that he had inherited from his early childhood. This is the narcissist’s greatest fear, so the narcissist is immersed in a prolonged grief reaction, stress, anxiety, and so he ministers to himself, he treats himself, he is his own therapist. And he does this by exposing himself mentally, representationally TO HIS GREATEST FEARS within a narrative that accommodates his greatest fears as controllable. So he says, this is my greatest fear, I am not going to embrace it, I’m not going to think of it, I’m not going to exaggerate it, I’m not going to imagine experiencing it. Instead, I’m going to do it in a way where I’m in control, I’m in charge. I can turn it on and off at will. I decide the parameters, the choices, the decisions, the actions, the content, the values, the beliefs that go into this. I AM GOING TO HEAL MYSELF.”

Remember when Rebhahn said he was terrified of needles, so he started piercing himself all the time? Rebhahn is ALWAYS trying to heal himself and of course ALWAYS failing. The irreparable wound at his core is his relationship with his mother. His mother is his true greatest fear, and of course he avoids that fear like the plague. Instead, he faces trivial fears such as needles, and then deludes himself that he is some godlike being who can confront all his fears, when of course all he ever does is FLEE from them. This guy has an absolute TERROR of telling the truth about his false and malicious complaint to the FBI. That’s a fear that he will never be confronting. This joke, this half-man, invents PHYSICAL fears to overcome. He never overcomes his ACTUAL fears, which are all psychological. In fact, his entire existence is devoted to avoiding his greatest fears! He’s the least godlike person imaginable, a person with extraordinary low will to power. A weakling and mental cripple. He can’t even own his actions. He can’t tell the truth about himself. He just goes on lying and lying to everyone, especially himself. And there’s no way out. Because this is his disease, his pathology. And there is NO CURE.

Vaknin said,

“I’m going to cure myself of this vulnerability of being afraid, of being ashamed, and I’m going to do this by expanding outward [it is known as hyperreflexivity in psychotic disorders] by expanding outward hyperreflexively and embracing the totality of the world as if it were me. I am going to become the world and anything and everything in the world is going to be me, just an extension of me.”

And this of course is Rebhahn’s EXACT ideology. He is ONE AND MANY. Everyone is in IDENTITY with him. He is “Unity/Identity” exploring “DIVERSITY“. It’s all just HIM, wearing different masks. This truly is the most narcissistic person on earth. He believes that he alone exists! This is ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM – ABSOLUTE NARCISSISM. The HIVE MIND is the antidote to this insanity. We are all ourselves, we are all INDIVIDUALS, we are all ontologically unique FOREVER, but at zero entropy we are in functional unity with all other minds.

Vaknin said,

“I’m going to convert all external objects into internal objects.”

This is how you change a real world of external objects that are not you into a fantasy world of internal objects that are all you. It’s how you get the Neogenian CULT. It’s how you change the world from non-solipsistic (not centered on you) to total solipsism (exclusively about YOU). This is the quintessence of pathological narcissism. You can see that all of Rebhahn’s cult slaves and dogs act purely as extensions of him!

Vaknin said,

“I’m going to assimilate all motivations, all human emotions, all human cognitions and appropriate them as mine and by becoming this perfect being – exactly like GOD HIMSELF – I will never be open to the challenges of contradiction, mutual exclusivity and the anxiety that arises out of uncertainty and indeterminacy, an inability to reconcile the irreconcilable. By subsuming everyone and everything around me into my fantasy, I actually become PERFECTION, and perfection by definition has no contradiction.”

This is exactly the type of mad thinking that the madman Corey Rebhahn engages in.

Vaknin said,

“If you include the whole universe, there is no contradiction. Contradiction is external, always [but nothing is external to the Absolute]. The narcissist’s solution to his dissonant thinking IS PSYCHOTIC. He becomes psychotic over the years … and you are coping with his psychosis.”

Indeed. Corey Rebhahn is now absolutely psychotic but he hasn’t been locked up yet because he ONLY interacts with other psychotics – the members of his cult who regard themselves as extensions of Rebhahn. They do nothing but worship him and give him all their money. He is the most important person in their life, and their role is to WORSHIP HIM AS THEIR GOD.

Vaknin said,

“It is disguised psychosis, it is also reverse psychosis. Whereas a psychotic cannot tell the difference between his internal world and the external world, the narcissist simply assimilates the external world but it has strong elements of psychosis as well as hyperreflexivity.”

“‘Hyperreflexivity’ refers to an exaggerated self-consciousness, a tendency (fundamentally non-volitional) for focal attention to be directed toward processes and phenomena that would normally be ‘inhabited’ or experienced (tacitly) as part of oneself (Sass, 1992). … Hyperreflexivity refers to forms of exaggerated self-consciousness in which aspects of oneself are experienced as akin to external objects. Diminished self-affection or self-presence refers to a weakened sense of existing as a vital and self-coinciding source of awareness and action.”

Rebhahn has an exaggerated self-consciousness in which aspects of OTHERS are experienced as akin to INTERNAL objects. Instead of hearing internal voices as external, as in schizophrenia, Rebhahn hears external voices as internal, as part of him, as part of his own thoughts! This is how he achieves external regulation. As long as the external voices that he has internalized worship him, he can have self-worth. If these voices turn against him then that’s MORTIFICATION, and he collapses.

Vaknin said,

“And so this is what you’re dealing with, and it’s very important to understand this. For all the attempts to reason with the narcissist, to contract with the narcissist, to make agreements with the narcissists, to create alliances with the narcissist, common goals, a common agenda … THIS IS NONSENSE. The narcissist is not only a CHILD, he’s a SERIOUSLY MENTALLY ILL CHILD. He’s a psychotic child. And this child has been exposed to contradiction early on. A MOTHER WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO LOVE HIM … HATED HIM!!!!!! And tortured him. What greater contradiction is there, I ask you? And what’s the only solution to such a condition but to assimilate mother?! TO BECOME MOTHER. And then of course all problems are solved with a magic wand, the magic wand of BECOMING GOD HIMSELF!!!!”

Perfect! This is Rebhahn to a tee. And it’s precisely why he is NON-BINARY. That is the consequence of his psychological attempt to assimilate his mother as someone offering him unconditional love (which is precisely what she failed to do in reality!).

That really is Rebhahn’s entire life in a nutshell. What is Rebhahn’s greatest terror? It’s his MOTHER. He never speaks to his actual mother – an external object – but he has assimilated her psychologically as an internal object and actually is her now. She is the ineradicable female component in Rebhahn’s psyche that stops him from identifying as male. Rebhahn can’t tell the difference between himself and his internal representation of his mother, and that’s why he’s NON-BINARY. And his best “friend” is SUSAN MITCHELL – his masculine, animus-possessed, left-handed (sinister) surrogate mother who loves him unconditionally. His gay mod Phillip Shope loves him unconditionally, as does his other gay mod Mark Vanderpool. And the Immense Fatness of Jan is non-binary … and that’s because of her DADDY issues. Sheez!

Back in the day, Fatso said,

“Daddy issues. Totally not cool. I don’t like how easily that rolled off his [Rebhahn’s] tongue!”

On this topic, here’s what we said in an AC update last year:

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Hey, aren’t you non-fuckers supposed to call each “they”? If even you can’t be bothered, why should anyone else play this mad pronoun game of yours?

Anyhoo, we have arrived at fatty’s real grievance. The man who pumped and dumped her said she has “daddy issues”. (Which she does, of course … exactly as Rebhahn has mommy issues.) Have a good cry, fatty, and eat even more candy. Yum!!

Fatso:

“I am calmly and rationally saying that the daddy issue comment was really odd.”

Isn’t it hilarious that when fatty is at her most emotional, she says she is calm and rational?! Always with the irony, right fatty?

Fatso:

“I have never in my life felt so defeated that every family member just stares at me in awe like I’m an alien.”

But you ARE an alien! Did no one tell you? Well, let us be the first to break the news to you.

Why have the Corey gang bonded so insanely tightly? It’s because none of them have good family situations and so they have recreated the family experience as this ridiculous Hyperian cult. Cults ALWAYS try to replace the family.

Fatso:

“I will not be contacting anyone from now on.”

Yeah, why don’t you just fuck right off?!

Fatso:

“If you want a friendship with me than y’all will have to deal with me. I don’t know what to do. Specially with rowan.”

So, this was all stored up by the Blob, especially her dislike of Rowan. That’s why she was ECSTATIC to get her revenge on Rowan by complaining to the FBI about him and trying to destroy his life.

Torgensen’s whole life has been unravelling for years. She lives in this Hyperian fantasy world of hers and tries to shut out reality.

You’re fucking pathetic Torgensen. The whole world laughs at you. So you found a tiny corner of the world where about twenty-five people who are as fucked in the head and desperate as you pretend to take you seriously, and your pretend to take them seriously in return. It’s all so pathetic. What a sad, sad, mentally ill scene. Why don’t you try living in the real world for a change, Torgensen? Talk to real people, not your fellow cultists. You’re all living in unreality tunnels, and, by the looks of it, none of you is ever getting out. You don’t want to get out. Reality has nothing for you.

Wrath said of the adopted Mormon Torgensen: “Jan comes from an abusive home life and Morgue broke her heart 🍆 💦 that’s why she acts like this. Susan then brainwashed Jan into being a good little lapdog. Over the years she’s had these crazy emotional outbursts that land her in the ‘inner circle’ doghouse. She’s proven unreliable and too stupid to do anything but occasional graphics. However, after Rowan and the other mods left she was promoted. If Jan starts telling the truth Hyperianism is FUCKED. (They’re already fucked) I doubt she will tho, Susan’s brainwashing corrupts the youth. Pretty sure that’s who our ‘wall flower’ (troll) is. Regardless, everything I said about Jan and why she acts this way is true.”

So true.

You know what would be great? If these Hyperian loons, especially the leader and his four mods, actually dealt with their Shadow issues. Unfortunately, they are all actually controlled by their Shadows.

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More Morgy Porgy drivel from 2017;

Morgue <morgueofficial@gmail.com> 2 Dec, 2017

These scripts have all been great. I’ve left them relatively unedited, so the YouTube versions will be quite long. This will be a good test to see how people respond to longer videos, and that have more of that AC “bite”. The NWO video should be out in about a week or so. On an unrelated note I’d like to point out that the video “What Jim Carrey is REALLY Talking About” is 10 times more popular on YouTube than almost any of my videos this year. We are doing very well on facebook but if we can start gaining popularity on YouTube that would be fantastic, as it allows for longer videos and building a stronger audience. It seems commentary on trending pop culture is what works on YouTube… It’s a different game than facebook for sure. Something to think about.

“The Flat Earth theory is of course a Christian idea, designed to take us back to Biblical, Creationist thinking. It’s deeply sinister. But it also serves as a great counterpoint to Hyperianism. Do people want the most simplistic solution possible, or the most advanced? Flat Earth versus the Singularity.”

That is a fantastic idea. Would you like to help me with a script on this for the next set of videos? It wouldn’t be needed for 2 weeks or so.

With regard to the VR idea. It could be filmed in such a way so that it could be watched as a normal video without the need for a VR headset. I’m trying to plan what my next move is. If not the VR idea, then it will be perhaps be establishing some kind of meetups or events. Though this will be tricky and extremely time consuming.

“Maybe we need a series of mysterious videos along the lines of the “Illuminati” video, hinting at big revelations to come … like movie trailers. Build up a constant sense of anticipation and excitement.”

Absolutely, if you have any ideas feel free to suggest. I’ll have my mind on this as well.

Now with regard to Mythos…

This is proving to be quite difficult. Our Mythos must be futuristic, it must be forward thinking. Old myths, the old gods, are way too outdated. We could use it as a kind of “history” but it shouldn’t be the main focus. We need the new. It shouldn’t be an “Egyptian” or “Nordic” or “Greek” system etc. though it can incorporate that as elements of its history. It must be future based. This is why I’m trying to get it in terms of higher entities and other systems. Also, I absolutely see your point about brining things to earth. But we also need to incorporate the universe as a whole in some way. People’s minds are on the future, and on the universe, and how we play a part in the grand scheme. We need to figure out how earth plays a part in the universe as a whole. People want to know about other galaxies, other systems, other entities in the mental domain etc.

New age mythos incorporates everything. It incorporates the galaxies, aliens, higher beings, the psychedelic experience, secret societies, conspiracy theories, ancient history… It has everything. Granted it gets extremely crazy. But our Mythos must be better, it must have everything. OM absolutely has the potential to do this. I just can’t emphasize enough that it has to be future based, rather than rooted primarily in ancient tradition. We must be the newest, the best, the most enlightened. Visitors from the future.

The Shadow Tarot has an interesting aesthetic. It turns “logos” themes into mythos. Here are a few names of some of the cards to give you an idea “Watcher of Worm Holes and Radioactive Neutron Stars”, “9 of Dark Energy at the Event Horizon”, “7 of Quantum Spacetime and the Abyss.” “Nuclear Fission and Primordial Fire” “Dark Star of Chaos” This is a million times better than talking about gods of ancient traditions. Perhaps this is a good resource to explore for ideas. https://www.amazon.com/Shadow-Tarot-Dancing-Demons/dp/1466293942 But of course it is much too crazy and confusing, nonetheless the themes are intriguing.

And an interesting quote at the beginning of the book: “I salute the deathless gods, I make my own way, secure in the simple path I follow: AMMA AMMA, PAR AEON ORION” — “Arise, Arise, the forthcoming of the Aeon of Orion” “Bind it, Bind it, by the Aeon of Orion.”

I really like the way these sections are worded on the latest AC page: “Are you one of the few who can leave the game and enter the game code? Can you bend the game itself to your will? In the game world, you are under the power of the code. Everything you do is constrained by the game. If you leave the game through the God Portal and reach the coding level, you become one of the gods, the game controllers. You can enter and leave the game as you desire.”

I’d also like to note that those involved in Hyperianism really resonate with the antihero theme. So it’s going to be hard for them to relate to words like “hero” and “lightbearer” they are much more inclined to go with an aesthetic like “dark fire”. They look at themselves as villains that have been rejected by society and now they want to take their revenge on a world that has rejected them. Here are two trailers that capture how they feel perfectly (I posted them and everyone was in unanimous agreement that this is how they felt”):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-XO4XiRop0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LCrDo3eCXkw

Morgue <morgueofficial@gmail.com> 3 Dec 2017

An individual who runs an event called “Meeting of the Minds” wants to discuss having me speak at his event in February. He has a fairly large following. The pros are that he is anti-abrahamist. The cons are that he believes in just about every conspiracy theory out there including flat earth and that 9/11 was an inside job. His website is: http://meetingoftheminds.events/ and his Instagram is @standup911

What are your thoughts about this?

Morgue <morgueofficial@gmail.com> 4 Dec 2017

All excellent points.

“If we choose the wrong Mythos, we could be actively harming our own cause and attracting the wrong kind of people.”

Another great point and a concern of mine, which is why I really want to be careful here instead of picking something and running with it. I’m going to send you shorter messages with ideas that are in my mind, so that I can start honing in on the correct direction, rather than spending too much time on a wrong direction.

Hyperianism must be summed up quickly and easily. What do you think of this:

Become a Game Controller (or alternatively, Exit Reality):

1. Indulge in sin (break the ties to mainstream religion) (shadow)

2. Explore the domain of Mind (Realize materialism is a lie) (intuition)

3. Understand the code and become a game controller (Understand the mathematical nature of reality) (reason)

Sin, Explore, and Understand

Exiting reality (the material domain) is a powerful, big idea, but will this not generate escapists rather than people wanting to change reality? Thus “Become a Game Controller” might be better, but perhaps there is a better way to phrase it. I don’t know if “Game Controller” works but I think we should avoid the word “god” as much as possible here. Let’s think in matrix/future terms… But the matrix is 90’s and dated already… so it has to be even more modern than the matrix. Game Controller might work actually… Though people may think of a literal game controller, a gamepad.

People are really on board with ending mainstream religion, this is something I want to push harder, it has a unifying effect. They also really like “reason” in theory, they just don’t want to actually understand it.

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@stephenjohn6491 said regarding Porgy,

“Is this guy from another planet coz I am a portrait artist and his head is a slightly unusual shape?”

He’s an ALIEN!